Ok this is my first day since I have been back from Hawaii that things have actually begun to remind me it is over. I had a wonderful visit from my daughter during Mother's Day weekend. It is so special to get to spend time with her. Something we just don't get opportunity to do anymore. It is amazing to me how much she has grown up. She has become one fantastic lady with so much to offer. It makes me proud.



Today I got the privelage to go back to my routine of cutting my grass. As I was doing it and cussing (not really cussing I guess complaining) I decided that I want two things in life. One is to have a chauffeur and a car already paid for and all maintenace taken care of like it should be. The other is someone who can cut my grass and do all the landscaping I want and of course take care of it. I hate cutting the grass. And I have had such bad luck with people running into me and then either the police leave or let the responsible party leave. You know,I have always had a fear of driving. I did not get my license until I was 20 years old. Even then I avoided it like the plague. It was not until I was in the process of my divorce that I was forced to do more of it. From then on I have had my trials and tribulations with it. I guess that's just part of having that privelage. I know of a couple of more mature people who are no longer allowed to drive due to their ages. It is so sad and very frustrating for them. It breaks my heart when I see them unhappy but I know it is best for them. I am not sure I want to be at that point. So if I get the chauffeur maybe I won't!!!!



So I guess the let down of getting back from vacation, my daughter going back home and starting the long season of grass cutting has sparked something in me. Let's see how constructive I can be!!!